Most people who are too quiet are either too engrossed in their own heads trying to figure out their lives or have nothing to talk about. But silence is different, it is a voluntary choice to keep quiet. Silence is self imposed. Silence lets you take a moment and reconsider our actions. On the crazy fast paced lives that we lead our minds deserve some quiet time.
She wondered if she was unhappy with him or herself? These fights, they had a pattern. The moment their jobs got a little difficult the fights got uglier. It was a lifestyle choice, both of them had job related stuff to deal with and then they had each other to vent out at.At some twisted level their fights made sense she thought. She was on her own for a few hours now and she genuinely missed being around him. It was not a case of new found love, it was not that it was waning away. She realised the hilarity of the situation, she needed that crazy venting out, she could not take the lovey-dovey for too long. She thought of it as unnatural. But she was done losing battles as well. She was stuck! The need to pick up the phone and apologise was much but she knew that it was a reaction, so against all will she decided to figure out something about this relationship, herself and everything else.